For artists, when you get that incredible uncomfortable feeling it might be – no, it is – a good thing. Johanne Mangi explains.
The Cringe Factor
BY JOHANNE MANGI
Every day my head is filled with thoughts and ideas. Just when a really great idea (in my humble opinion) comes along I think that’s the last good idea I’ll ever have and life will never be the same. The well has gone dry. But, lo and behold, the very next day or after another great idea pops up! Since I don’t want to go to my grave with all these thoughts spinning around in my head I figured now would be as good a time as any to start sharing them.
My favorite is what I call “The Cringe Factor.” You know what I’m talking about; you just might call it something else. It’s that incredibly uncomfortable feeling we get when something that seemed so right turns so wrong. You’re embarrassed for yourself. The funny thing is you may be the only one who knows! I’ve come to realize that this feeling can actually be a good thing.
It gives me the impression that I’m living on the edge. I’ve pushed the limits. This is hilarious especially since personal safety is a priority of mine. You won’t catch me bungee jumping off a cliff or skydiving any time soon no matter who says it’s safer than driving your car. This is within my realm of risk.
In regards to painting I think you should embrace that cringing feeling. Don’t run away or avoid it. Get to know it! It will truly be your best friend. If you’re not cringing you’re not trying hard enough. You’re playing it safe. You’re not painting boldly. You’re not using a brush that’s too big. You’re not throwing your body into it (not literally). You’re not using enough paint. You’re not making enough MISTAKES!!!
If you’re going to criticize your work anyway you might as well go for big mistakes. The bigger the better. Why? Because if it’s really big I doubt you will ever do it again! But it will have gotten your attention and you will learn from it. We all would like to be a better version of our painting selves. Every day I get up with the hope that this will be the day.
Whenever I’m painting I always figure the best thing I can do is simply put something down on the canvas. ANYTHING. It really doesn’t matter what. I don’t worry about OUCH moments. I might have to wipe it off but it’s more important to get over the hump. I started!
As a matter of fact I’m a big proponent of wiping. Not just in the tonal sense but in a way that takes away evidence!`Sometimes I wipe a bit too soon but it’s quite cleansing.
A True Story
I just finished a painting and signed it even though I thought there was something off about it. Truth be told this is not an unusual occurrence for me. I occasionally sign paintings before they’re finished, especially if my energy has waned towards the painting. It helps me mentally shift away from it so I can look at it more objectively. Sometimes I just have to feel I’m done even though I’m not.
When I finally did figure out what wasn’t working on this particular painting I realized I had two options. The most drastic option was actually the simplest (I’m still cringing over the very thought). Unfortunately, it involved wiping the most perfectly painted eye.
I took about 10 seconds to decide and then whoosh (YIKES)! It was gone! I sucked in my breath. I couldn’t even believe I did it. Did I take a photo? What if that was the best I could do? I knew I could do it again. At least that’s what I told myself. This is living on the edge for me. While others are climbing El Capitan I choose to limit my risks to manageable ones in the studio.
Growth comes from challenges. Challenges can make you uncomfortable. Being uncomfortable can make you cringe. Cringing can bring about positive change. Really. I’m not making this up. I’ve been cringing since high school. One other thing, no one KNOWS you’re cringing. It’s yours alone. I doubt anyone is staying up at night worried about your moment of discomfort. They’ve got their own to think about!
How do you feel about “the cringe factor” when it comes to painting? Share your experiences in the comments below.
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